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I almost got engaged with a LB from Bangkok. I had been suspicious for quite a while but she was just too damn good at lying about it. She is a classic example of how dangerous we guys can be when hunting for girls in Thailand. I swear that she look so perfectly woman from tip to toe that no one who had met her upclose could ever have a single clue. Some people say a good makeup could do the magic, but she actually look better when without it. She's just so damn cute!
The first clue that I got is when she show me pictures of her friends in her handphone. All seems to look like typical LB. The second clue is her small adam's apple. I should be very suspicious about it but at that time it's just too unbelievable for me that she is man. After then I begin to discover more and more clues like she won't show me her passport when I travel with her, she won't shower with me, and she won't let me have close look at her pussy. Yet I still can't quite convince myself to believe it. Until one day I ask her to see a gynaecologist with me and her reaction proved me correct. She finally admitted to me that she had operation before to change into a woman. By the time I had already been dating with her for six months and brought her to see my parents.
I do believe what really make this whole trick works is that she's truly in love with me and plan to develop a long term with me. Did she choose to be what she is? She's just another person who is in search for real love. For a man who is so desparately to become a real woman, even an LB as convincing as she do, will our society ever give her the position that she want?
I am not really angry with her, on the contrary I feel sad and bitter for her. Like a lot of lady or ladyboy from the Isan area, her family is so poor that she had to work in the bar out of no choice. She is so desparate to become a woman that this is the only way to finance her transformation. She wants to be a good girl. she wants me to be happy, she gave up her job in bar to live a poor life in her hometown. Now that I can no longer be with her, she told me she plan to go back to bar as the only way she can survive. How many guys like me will she met? How many more broken heart will she have? What will her life become? Where will she go?
To be honest I will still stay in touch with her. Although my love cannot be given to a was-man, I still want to know that her life will be ok in the future. I hope my story can tell you guys that there are those 'untypical' LB out there. Be very careful if you are not looking for one of them, they are just so perfect that you won't have a clue. But still treat them with repect as they are the same normal descent human being who needs love and care. They just happen to be in the wrong body.
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