have been there now 3 times, the 1st time was the worst... 2 months of revalidation at least, felt better after reading many books about LOS, also that one u can only download... private dancer, although i am not a regular book reader, this book was finished before i knew
the books helped me a lot, friends... couldnt talk with em, they didnt understand anyway. But met a couple of dutch guys in Patong, went there occasionally, subject of those evening was clear... LOS LOS LOS... talking with friends whom understand also helps a lot.
What has changed? my whole fukcing life, n it still is after i went to LOS
especially after the 1st time didnt go partying anymore... i saw things in a diffirent way, everything was sh it compared with the mighty LOS.
One year after the 1st time: so that will b 2nd time
(stayed twice a s long as the 1st) same feeling happend, but less intense as the 1st time... this time i discoverd the forum... this was a great help... that time i was an active poster at this forum.
3th time.. stayed 3 months, this time when i came back strangely enough no feelings of missing LOS a lot, not that i wouldnt go anymore, but things have changed... maybe it's also due to a lovely thai girl i have met, here in holland, where i have plans with for the future
