May-b its just me! but i`ve been home 3weeks now & i cant sleep a wink

its affecting me big time

i just cant stop thinking about it! Now i`m no silly little boy, i`m old enough to know better (been there done that! )

but fcuk me!
I read on the forum people going to los 5-6 times a year, ( now i cant afford that ) i honestly wish i`d never went ( not ) just so i wouldn`t have to suffer this pain.................

, while writting this i`m listening to INXS: Baby Dont Cry & Beautiful Girl.............................................. ..............
