Ok for those who read my other posts, i'm just back from a 3 day stay at BKK.
Let me tell you first that I have a Thai GF whom I don't have to support since she is a doctor.. (you need this info later)
Since I got back from BKK i'm a total mess, my feeling's messed up, just don't know what to think or to do.
I met this cute girl at Nana BTS station, she smiled at me, i smiled back. She got herself a BTS ticket and tricky as she is, put a paper with her phonenumber between a door so that I could pick it up. I picked up the paper and sent her a message. It was until the next day that I heard something from her. She was very honest with me and told me she worked at a bar on Nana plaza. She asked if I wanted to meet her sometime. I agreed....
That evening we met at nana and she told me that if I waited for her until 02.00am I wouldn't have to pay any barfine, just pay her (2000baht LT). I'm 24 she's 23, we have a lot of fun, I even have a conversation with her friendsm i make them laugh, she makes me laugh.. it all seems like she really likes me ! Because my hotel charges another 500 baht if you bring in a girl she asked me if I wanted to come and stay at her room near Don Muang. So we ended up in her room, having a great time. That same night she told me she felt really good when I kissed her, she never felt like this before.. I was flattered and started to really like her. The next day we went to Pantip, MBK and ended up again in her room. I told her from the beginning I had a GF. She said she didnt want me to go and if I wanted I could be her BF, she even cried when I left with the bus to Mae Sot. In the bus I got 2 messages saying she can't wait for me to be back and that she couldn't sleep now knowing I was gone. That night, she didn't went 'working'. One of her messages stated "Please don't hurt me, do come back for me... i miss you so much"
Now I don't have to tell you that I fell in love with her... eventhough I have a GF that is very nice, a doctor and isn't in for the money..
Morron as I am I can't stop thinking about that girl and I called her saying I missed her too.. She actually made me believe she is falling in love with me too..
What should I do guys? I honestly don't know.. can I trust her? She told me she would quit the barscene right away if I would come to Bangkok to stay with her together. She knows i'm financially not as stable as older farangs. Is my 3.5 years of relationship with my GF worth giving up for this bargirl?
Can't stop thinking about her ...
