]Ok let me explain i went travelling to SE asia last summer and spent a lot of time in Thailand , i sampled all the delights in patong, pattaya and bangkok and had more fun than i have ever had .
I returned home and tried to get back to normal i just could not i was obsessed so to speak searching for flights, searching forums reading all things related to thailand. Obsessed was not the word i would think about thailand a lot and it really distracted my daily thoughts i was not and is still not viable for me to even think about visiting los again . I wasted a lot of thoughts dreaming about my next trip . I wasnt too interested in girls i usually would have been as i had it so easy in LOS i had the attitude that sod it i can wait till i go back .
I think what made matters worse for me was hat i stayed in contact with some thai girls i met, which kind of reminded me often what great fun i had .
Last month i think its been about 4 months since ive been back , something just snapped , i recieved a call from a tg i knew saying she was getting married , i did like her a lot and she was probably the only girl thier i cared for even slightly ..... After that call i dont know what it was but its like ive snapped out of that trance , i feel focused , refreshed and have a new found direction.
its crazy as its like Los has been a drug and i was experiencing withdrawel symptoms , but now i fell much better. something has just snapped and i feel so much better for it , i really believe LOS is a false reality for me anyway .
Im 22 and learnt a lot from my last trip , i will be going back to Los dont get me wrong but this time i will handle things a lot different , i dont think i will stay in contact with the girls when i am in London as this just made things harder for me, mabye im weak but i cant make the same mistakes again .
Has anyone else just somehow got over Los ?
if so how do you feel ? Do you think you can ever get over LOS ? I for one feel much better and amazed that one country can have such a profound effect on ones life ..
I had to get these thought off my chest and hope some people can relate to what im saying
Tas
