[Redeye]

Hello people,

Been back nearly 3 weeks from my first trip to LOS. My life will never be the same. I've been lurking here since I got back - I've got to say this board has really helped me get my head around what happened.

My first few days back were spent trying to figure out how I was going to get that 'special' BG over to England. The next few trying to come up with a plan that would enable me to spend the rest of my life in Thailand. Morgage fraud anyone?

But I just kept on reading - I finished 'Private Dancer' in a single sitting, trawled through thousands of posts then, wham. Sharp focus. She played me like a freaking banjo!

It's like she planted something in my head whilst I was sleeping. I still just can't stop thinking about her. Even now, when I know what she was up to -pretty sure with hindsight that she even took me to meet her Thai boyfriend - and he works in a gay bar!

Well thanks BM's - without your help there's a fair chance I'd be about to do something really stupid.

Redeye.

And thanks Mods for sorting my posting issues.