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I try to meet the jealousy head on and deal with it internally. She has a past and I have a past. Hers just happens to be more interesting than mine...lol. It cost me nothing to get her out of the game, she is now going to school studying English and computers. I wil be totally honest, I am NOW paying for her school and her room. Mamason booted her out when she quit. After I got back to Iraq I had mentioned the bar to her and got *****ed at by her, her response that she quit the day I flew back. It is difficult to explain, but we really had a connection from the moment we met. I commented that she has not been in the game long, I think that helps. She has not become hardened and jaded as I have seen some. I am definitely not pushing her away. I told her to stay in Patong and we will just prove old mamasan wrong. She can go to the bars anytime she likes. I do not want her to leave for the very reasons you mentioned. All her friends are there. I like her friends and they like me (I think this is key). How do I know with certainty that she has quit? Quite frankly, I don't with certainty. It is however something very easy to check up on. FreeLancing on the other hand is harder to check on. Someone please put a gun to my head, but I am now to the point where I trust her. Everything I have been able to check on and verify, she has been spot on 100%. There is always the possiblity of a younger/better looking model coming along, that holds true back in the states. There is nothing I can do about that one other than treat her the best I can and deal with it if it happens. Steve, I do not take your questions or comments as a dig, and I am happy to discuss it. If you have questions please feel free to ask. Who knows, six months down the road I could be one of those on here whining "Oh she broke my little heart", but I am willing to roll the dice and take that chance.
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