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Originally Posted by Minder
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Erhm... Well, yea. About the girl:P
There is this one i seem to not get rid of that easy.
-My first days i was quite busy ST, but then I meet this lovely little thing about 9 days before I was going home, and spent most om my evenings and trips to the beach with her. (Exept from som minor affairs on the side while getting massages
)I really enjoyed spending time with her so I didn't bother to fly around like the two other boys...
-I made it clear that I was on holiday and was just looking for fun and have a good time, Did not come to Thailand for any relationships or to get mallied, still consider myself to young for that... but it doesn't seem like that was an answer accepted.
So, after I got home the SMS's startet coming, late phonecalls, and then she got hold of my MSN...
-At first I didn't bother too much, I thought it would fade off. But no...
I knew before I went to LOS what kind of game these girls play with fresh falangs so I had no intention of letting this getting serious. But, still I let myself into the emotional minefield discussed on this board earlier...
-She knows i'm coming back soon, just not exectly when. Even though I never offered her any money while I was gone, and she never asked, she still said she would wait for me and don't go with men and all that crap...(yea right!) I could not care less what she does, but the fact that she logs on to MSN every morning after work, and stays for hours wanting to chat scares me. And if im not logged on she sends an SMS and ask for me. (We are 6hrs behind LOS so its still evening here while she finnish work) Think she is trying to prove something to me here, that she ''only dances''...?
Anyway, now I have to figure out the smart thing to... Seems like I just have to break it to her straight and tell her im not interested in whatever she is planning and I only want to have a good time with my friends and maybe some other girls on my next trip. And hopefully she will accept that and leave it.
-BUT, what I fear the most is the possible drama that will occour next time im in Patong... There is no way I can avoid her for 18 days, she dances in a Soi on Bangla and can easy spot me while im walking pass, and she's got alot of friends around that knows me so she'll know as soon as i set foot there, and im not staying away from that lovely street.
-And this girl has got at temper, and I dont want to piss her off, she's small but that won't stop her from going into a fight...
U guys might think im being way to dramatic here, and I know i sounds like, but she is really putting alot of effort in convincing me how special I am og how much loves there is. I wish she could just take the hint and go on to the next falang...
-I quess im not the first ''first-timer'' to have been temptet and fooled by these beautiful girls, maybe I was too kind and honest with her, or maybe it's just true that I am a ''really fcuking handsome man''! 55555