I can understand you! Not all the girls are the same. With some there is chemistry, with others there is not! Some girls get feelings, even with customers.
But ....sorry to say Steven, you sound like a guy wich toy is taken away.
Either you really cared for the girl and YOU should have given her a change with you, either you just take her as a nice available bg.
If i were you, I would be happy for her! She is one of the luckier girls, where there is a life after the bar!
This is what I always prefer, when I see a girl I really like. If I go back at the end of the year alone to Los, I would miss Tig, but I prefer to miss her and knowing she got a chance like that!
Think about that and...be sure that on your next trip, some hottie is going to spoil you too!
