I stopped smoking for about half a year without a problem. I questioned myself why some people found it so hard to stop as I did it without any problem. This was 2 years ago till I made that irresponsible decission under the influence of alcohol to light up one more for old times sake. Also knowing I could give up this filthy habbit so easy and it would not hurt me.
You guessed right ..... NOT ....... since that day I have been smoking like 'tingtong' again. The last month I am thinking to give it another shot though. However my mind is trying to convince me smoking is not that bad at all. It keeps telling me why should I deny myself those moments when drinking a cup of coffee in the morning, lighting one after dinner or having one when socializing in a bar.
One of the reasons I wanted to quit, is because of those glass cubes at the airport. When I stand there, not even enjoying my sigarette, looking through the window having trouble to breathe. I always think to myself, what an addict you are.
Now you tell me the airport has a nice teracce outside with barstools and beer. Thanks for your support
I was almost there.
