[marc26]

as i told you, my gf from pattaya and graham's niece were hit by a drunk driver and horribly, g's niece was killed.

i got a call yesterday from gail at 530pm, us time. usually when i see her calling me at that time, i figure she is coming back drunk from going out. i didnt call back until 1am,us time. a girl answeres, who wasnt gail. she tells me that gail got inot a bad accident. now this girl speaks english fairly well, but there is still lost translation. she tells me about gail being in an accident, and then i believed that she said gail was dead. now i was on the phone with him, my whole body going numb. i heard her mention graham, and gail has been hanging out with graham and graham's family that was on holiday. so i call graham figuring that he can tell me how gail got killed. now mind you, at this point i dont even know about his niece. so then graham tells me his niece got killed and gail was fine. shes real banged up, but she will be fine. i just feel so bad for graham.
you have to realize the emotions i went through last night. for a good 1 1/2 hrs, i thought gail was dead, then i find out she isnt, but graham's poor niece is. i am totally frazzled.

see, now i was wondering if i should write this post but then i realized that you guys are really the only ones that would truly understand. i dont know if you know my story, but ive been involved with 2 girls for a decent amount of time. and although i am not in love with them, i care for them dearly. now thinking that one might be dead, and the fact that she was in phuket doing me a favor, taking care of my dog, i really didnt know how to react. i really felt guilty. i am just so realived that she is ok. thanks for listening to my rant