Thanks a lot mates, you don't know how your words help me. I guess the only problem is to have said her that I was temporarly in shit... why she did that? Really hard for me now, I need a little time. She was the person I counted on to start a new life, now I don't know. I really thought have found the right one, finally not.
To write to her hotel was not a good idea, now I have many regrets. I talked to her friends and to her today... she needs to change job now as she lost face and reputation, they say ... I could send another email to the Trisara to say I was drunk and I had over-reacted, but don't know what to say exactly.
I definitively know now that TG, BG or not, are only looking for money, although they speak about love... her best friend told me that today
Feel no good at all now...
