To be closed, after posting...

[tintin]

Because, I do not want to have a discussion about this, it is just a message.

I have been less on this board the past months, but I am now almost disseapearing. Big party for you guys.

No, it has nothing to do with the other post, and the discussion between me and that young man. Or...not completly.

These last months i can not write down anything, or I get a negative respons, or a discussion between BM's. The board is not made for this. Some will continue to get on my back, whatever I write.

Well now the bottle is full. I am not coming here to justify myself. I tried to be original, tell some stories, what can happen in Los and discuss about some matters, who is everybodys concern.

Some people can be very popular on the board, hiding behind "the good fellow mask", I am not made that way. Not everybody is as honnest to make tripreports, where he admit, how even people that can go often to Thailand, still can do stupid things, as great things! I am sure, that some people here, were in so embaressing situations they would not even think to share this with the board (and I have seen some things, the past years). That is their right, as it is mine to be more open.

I am tired to get crusified, even Jezus was only once.... I never was agressive, to anybody, except when really necessary. I even forgive some people, who have gone way too far, towards me, I am a lover not a fighter.

But for me it is a lesson. I am member of several boards, on this one I was too open and so exposed myself too much. Other boards, are local in France, and we meet in a jolly good athmosphere, never has there been a discussion about me there. maybe because I write in my native language. I will look for a nice board about Thailand, maybe not from a bar. If people want to know wich one, and correspond with me, I will come to peek at my PM's.

I will not dissapear completely either. I will maybe come once and a while here and try to post something that can not give any controverse, but that will take a while. It also will be a pleasure to have a drink with some friends, and people who DO want to talk with me, when I will be in Mt bar, once and a while.

No other Nik will be created! I have PM "nauty boy' and ask him, if he could not change his one, as people seem convinced that we are the same person. "Up to you, I say".

I want to say, there is no agression towards anybody. I also liked a lot of things here, and it will be difficult not to post regulary here. I am also sorry that I have to leave some people I really liked here, and suported me in the storms. I think by posting very little in the future, will bring a more serene athmosphere, but maybe also some less fun. Again, I take a very big step back, because at the end, the negativism towards my person makes me sick.

POST CLOSED, please. Anyway, if it is not I will not respond.

[stevem]

Closed on tintin request